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shit.
something is definitely wrong with me.
i know.
i really know.
i hate myself now.
the person i am now is not who i am or who i used to be.
why?why?why?
i don wanna hurt anyone.
i don wanna hurt myself.
i want to be happy
and others around me to be happy too.
but wad keeps flashing
is the fake smiles.
yeah. fake.
especially at home.
i know i wont be like this foreva.
i will change.
i know.
got to take my mind off things when i went to pizza hut today
with yamon, wawa, fil and shu fung
then we headed to catch indiana jones
friends had been great
they are super supportive
thanks u guys!
they can really make me happy
:)
i don want sunday to come.
and if it comes, i hope all goes well.
my future lies in it.
and wad happens next will be decided on this sunday
my freaking future!
i hope i dont hurt anyone
i dont want to.
going to america now doesn't seem fun
infact it sucks.
really.
i dont wanna go.
:(
:)
i am like getting lazier and lazier to update my blog.
hahaha.
i think some of my friends are really gonna kill me
if i delete this blog too.
hahaha
anyway,
past few days has been good.
first of all,
congrats to all the graduants!
i sooooooooooooooo feel like graduating also!
hahahaha.
all those blue stuffs they were wearing....
i cant wait to wear it too!!
one more year baby!
yes, only one more.
or even less!
hahahah.
anyway,
the next news, some might know it and some of you'll dont.
i wont be here for my birthday this year.
im going to Ohio(America) for a study trip with nicholas and constance.
it should be ok i guess.
the visa shit caused me headache.
but now all settled.
thank god.
actually it kinda sucks to celebrate my bday alone
but this type of opprtunities doesnt come often..
so decided to go ahead.
and the worst thing is i have common test in less than a week when i land
so i must rush like crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
don wanna think about that all.
haiz.
anyway,
i think im irritating the shit out of nic right now by asking what to pack for the trip
but he is being so nice by accomodating my stupid questions
he's like totally prepared.
and im like...
emmm....
don say already la..
hahaha.
ok..gtg.
bye!
:)
kick off is over.
everyone was happy i hope.
all went smooth.
it was a job well done.
for me, it wasnt a smooth one.
anyway...
i wanna say something to:
*Joga Bonito players*
You guys did your best alright?!
no matter what people say... to me you guys are the best!
you did the best you all could
I love ya'll!
i just cant seem to concentrate after ram got injured.
anyway he is fine now...
thanks alot to : Shang Feng, Min Feng and Chin boon!
they were greatttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt at their jobs!
this year so much drama and injuries.
gosh.
hahaha. but we had fabulous medics.. so yeah.. all saved!
and AK was great!
HAHAHAHAH.
i didn really see the match...
but people were so enthu and cheered all the way...
so yeah!!
and... i took a pic with ABU!hahahahaha.
he became much more handsome sia!
hahahaha.
shit, Alisa is gonna kill me. So, i'll stop. :P
and yesterday, went out for picnic with a very close family friend.
FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahaha. played soccer and cricket!
omg. and then monopoly!
hahahah
whole day was laughing away!
:)
and about the photos on kick off...
didnt take much ... and lazy to upload la.
will upload some other time.
haha
bye!
:)
beautiful just got lost, along the way.
heyya!!! today's post is gonna be interesting!!! hahahaha :)
it might be helpful to some of you all..
hahahahahaha
BRILLIANT WAYS GIRLS TURN GUYS DOWN!
HE: I'm a photographer I've been looking for a face like yours!
SHE: I'm a plastic surgeon. I've been looking for a face like yours!!
HE: May I have the pleasure of this dance?
SHE: No, I'd like to have some pleasure too!!!
HE: How did you get to be so beautiful?
SHE: I must have been given your share!!!
HE: Will you come out with me this Saturday?
SHE: Sorry! I'm having a headache this weekend!!!
HE: Go on, don't be shy. Ask me out!
SHE: Okay, get out!
HE: I think I could make you very happy
SHE: Why? Are you leaving?
HE: What would you say if I asked u to marry me?
SHE: Nothing. I can't talk and laugh at the same time!
HE: Can I have your name?
SHE: Why, don't you already have one?
HE: Shall we go and see a film?
SHE: I've already seen it!
HE: Do you think it was fate that brought us together?
SHE: Nah, it was plain bad luck!!!
HE: Where have you been all my life?
SHE: Hiding from you.
HE: Haven't I seen you someplace before?
SHE: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore.
HE: Is this seat empty?
SHE: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down .
HE: So, what do you do for a living?
SHE: I'm a female impersonator.
HE: Hey baby, what's your sign?
SHE: Do not enter.
u at least smiled a little didn't you?!
:)
nites!
tmr is kick of people.
go JOGA BONITO!!
:D
hello people!
ok.. last post was super emo..
but i couldn't help it..
well. this post will be a lighter one :)
past few days had been good.
MBID test was ok I would say...
not a total killer.
hahaha..
and yesterday i had a whole day out with yamoneeeeee.
we met up in school to do our project and then...
i went to get my hair all straightened!
hahaha. it's been sometime since i saw my hair straight and chinese.
haha..
so we spent four solid hours sitting and talking while 2 chinese guys were patiently doing my hair
yamonee was kinda excited coz they looked like jap
and they were super patient i tell you!
damn.. i loved the shop atmosphere.
people were super friendly!
especially the shop owner.
a special thanks to yamoneee who sat with me the whole way till i got my hair done.
how many friends could do that?!
haha :P
and then we went for dinner and shopping!
hahahaha.
so it was a nice day spent with yamonee darlz.
love ya babe!
:)
coming week is gonna be madness.
2 tests( super difficult modules)....
1 presentation that we barely got started on
and SCL soccer kick off!!!!
yes people!
coming saturday is the long awaited kick off!!!
some updates...
Dr Joel Lee, the diretor of SCL is playing!
hahaha. it's a little scary..
but we can manage :P
together with him.... AK and William How is also playing!
hahaha.
Mr William How has been super supportive for this kick off.
a special thanks to you Mr William!
and besides that Val and Regina are working their asses off for the event.
I'm sure its gonna be a success!
I am very proud of them :)
I am really lucky to get a committee like this.
hahaha :)
on top of all these,
today is a special day and im sure ya'll know it!
yea... MOTHERS' day!
hahaha :)
happy mothers' day to all the moms in the whole wide world!!!!
I love my mommy toooooooooooooooooooooo!
happy mothers' day mom!
i love you!
:)
something happened today.
i was totally speechless.
i mean i didn't expect it all.
past week had been bad.
real bad.
nothing was going according to plan.
all those fake laughters.
school does make me happy.
temporarily.
what was going on inside me was a total different thing.
after today.
i feel the love from you
the love you had never shown me before.
was it you?
was it a change in you?
i don't know.
i really don't.
what in you made you fight for me like that?
what in you told you that your sister was drowning?
something must have triggered you.
i thought you hated me.
you gave me that cold shoulders always.
but you proved me wrong.
i was totally wrong.
and i've never been happier to be proven wrong.
i swear.
some people don't show out their love.
you are one of them.
yes you are.
we fight lots.
curse and swear.
you are short tempered.
and so am i.
you are impatient.
and so am i.
after all we are of the same blood.
Ram,
thanks for being there when i needed you the most.
i realized it today.
that you love me too.
& that's the meaning of us being twins.
here's something that i've never told him before.
i love you
we do have our differences.
but at the end of the day
all that counts is you were there for me.
yes you were.
:)
