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Wednesday, July 30, 2008
11:52 PM



it was brighter today.
caught up with my baby cuz sis today.
she seemed all grown up! and she was giving me advice...
not bad at all! there's a whole bunch of things that i could pick up from her i guess
love ya cuzzie! :)
time is flying awfully fast.
2 days of formal on friday and saturday.
hope all goes well.
flying off to India after exams for a week.
can't believe im gonna get outta NYP soon.
real soon.


PCT project presentations had been awesome!
most enjoyable project so far!
hahaha
there were even awards for the best actress, actor and group too!
super cool.
Ms Cherine Tan had put in alot of effort sia!
We soooo appreciate it Ms Tan :)


the thought about national day celebrations in poly excites me.
weird.
but somehow it does.
mayb the past two national days had been super awesome.
and this is the last national day im gonna celebrate in NYP.
mayb thats y?


hahaha.


and i did HAHA-ed alot just now with yamon, regina and WYD after club meet.
strange.


well thats wads been happening in my life recently.
STRANGE stuffs.


well. im too secretive to let out everything.
:P

good night and thats the end of my bed time post! :)



Sunday, July 27, 2008
3:40 PM

i dont know if i had made the right decision
i really dont know it
im weird myself
my mind just strays off
and a million things just comes crashing
its strange
and its nearing
is it my age
or is it my feelings
i don't know
is it my gift
or is it my curse
i don't know
one thing that i'm sure about is
i'm not prepared
not at all
dear god,
please be with me
i need you now, now.
i am just a confused soul
please enlighten me and clear my mind
i need you to reassure me that I made the right decision
i really need you to do that

save me god.


i just don't wanna hurt anyone
i really dont
my heart says one and mind says another
its painful
it really is
for now only to me
i don't want other to experience it too

i don't know how long more i can fake the smiles.
i really don't know how long more i can hold on.

nothing was like it used to be

is it too much to ask for me to be happy
genuinely?

silence is deafening
yes it is

i just wish i was in someone else's body
and there was never this person called ishwarya meena
i really wish

and i purposely made this white.



Friday, July 25, 2008
11:08 PM

this post today has pictures!
hahahaha.
i know my blog is so freakin deprived of pictures.
so, today's a lucky day for ya'll!
hahaha.

well.
today was an interesting day indeed!
went to school for comm skill test... followed by a 1 hour lecture on Drug D.
we ended school at one.
then, my group and I did a lil on the proteomics project and report (had no choice lo!)
we ended at 3 and i sooooo freaking wanted to get my eyebrows done!
it really looked super bushy and super unglam.
really had no inspiration to look nice till today !
hahaha
and thanks to wawa darlz who recommended an awesome shop to trim my eyebrows
i tell you.... the lady was super patient and she did one hell of a good job!
i was like super satisfied! :)
and then we went shopping!hahaha
we wanted to get something nice for Ms Ler, our SCL club advisor
who will be leaving us very soon :(
Got her a beautiful rose boquet (fake one la..) and a big card!
and then came the funny part.
Wawa was craving for an apple pie...... (she got her craving from pushing daisies!hahaha)
we walked and walked and walked.
she was soooooo disappointed la.
but it was my turn to cheer her up
and suddenly this coffeeshop selling apple pie falshed across my mind.
so i brought her there.. omggggg... u should have seen how happy she was!!!
it wasn't just apple pies for her.... it was APPLE PIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahaha.
and then later in the evening was a "farewell dinner" for Ms Ler.
Ms Ang and the new advisor to be joined the Excos and the committee members for dinner
not all could make it tho.... but thanks a million for those who came down!
Went to Sakura International at Yck for dinner.
It was a nice night :)


*Sorry you are leaving :( *

* The boquet of 3 roses and the card*

* My personal msg for Ms Ler :)*

* Yamoneeeee acting cute but i was..... hmmmm..... *


* The very entertaining chin-lay couple :P *


*One nice shot with Yamoneeee darlz!*

* The welfare tradition! :P *

* shades of red, together*

* Ishy and Val :)*

* Regina: Wyd doesn wanna take a foto with me! SOOO SAD!*

* Wyd: ok la ok la... I give in la... smile for the camera!* awwwww

* The beautiful Ms Ler with the boquet of roses*

Dear Ms Ler,

You have been such a great advisor to the club

Thanks for spending your time and effort improving the club

You'll be missed greatly

I shall always cherish the experiences that I shared with you

Thank you for making me a better leader

Lotsa love.









Tuesday, July 22, 2008
12:12 PM

its been a while.
i realized.
just a very short one now.
yesterday was NAPFA.
and surprisingly it went better than i thought.
yeah. like really.
especially 2.4
i was kinda touched by the souls who encouraged me
when i was running on the track.
Joel, Immanuel, Wawa, Yamone, Amanda and Filza.
Ram tried the reverse psychology. ASS. :P
these voices kept me going.
and most importantly FILZA.
she's been really sweet and helpful.
yeah. thanks guru.

:)

and a special thanks to William How.
oh my. he'll be a great mentor.
He just kept us going.
He's such a motivator.
I dono why alot of people dont like him
I think he's perfectly ok!
hahaha.
Thanks Mr William How.
On my graduation, I will definitely get something for you!
:)

and something random that caught my eye.
mes-MRAZ-ed

:) if you don get it. cant really blame ya!hahahaha

im off to meet yamoneee for bioenterprise project.
cant wait for this to end.
it'll be a full stop to all nonsense.

brrrrrrrrrrrrrr

ok la. im just a lil sick and tired of all the year 3 stuffs.
SCL really can drain the hell outta you.
anyway, last year babeh!
gonna press on!

:)

c ya!


Sunday, July 13, 2008
6:07 PM

There's no other love like the love for a brother.
There's no other love like the love from a brother.

~Astrid Alauda


Happy 23rd Birthday BRO.

You're the best bro that any girl could get.
no matter how many times I say it
Its still not enough
coz you are definitely much more than i could ask for

13 July, i will never forget this day till I close my eye.

I LOVE YOU ANNE

:)


Friday, July 4, 2008
6:33 PM



i've always thanked god for giving me great friends.

and here's something that you might have missed.

this was my bithday present from my friends

for my birthday when i was in Ohio.

one of the most memorable birthday gift ever its gonna be.

especially after i graduate.

I love you shu fung, yamonee, wawa and filza.

:)