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Sunday, July 27, 2008
3:40 PM

i dont know if i had made the right decision
i really dont know it
im weird myself
my mind just strays off
and a million things just comes crashing
its strange
and its nearing
is it my age
or is it my feelings
i don't know
is it my gift
or is it my curse
i don't know
one thing that i'm sure about is
i'm not prepared
not at all
dear god,
please be with me
i need you now, now.
i am just a confused soul
please enlighten me and clear my mind
i need you to reassure me that I made the right decision
i really need you to do that

save me god.

i just don't wanna hurt anyone
i really dont
my heart says one and mind says another
its painful
it really is
for now only to me
i don't want other to experience it too

i don't know how long more i can fake the smiles.
i really don't know how long more i can hold on.

nothing was like it used to be

is it too much to ask for me to be happy
genuinely?

silence is deafening
yes it is

i just wish i was in someone else's body
and there was never this person called ishwarya meena
i really wish

and i purposely made this white.